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chocolates' the addiction
laughters' the best medicine
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Happiness is all that i needed


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Empty promises
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Junkfood little miss tee
New handphone
Black jeans
Supergirl bag
Adidas watch
Ed Hardy top


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Apiz
Azuandy
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Elly
Eunicia
Feasa
Hafiz
Isma
Iqsan
Iffah
Irdayu
Juliani
Karen
Kareena
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Mande
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Nisa
Rachel
Raudhah
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Taqqy
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never say goodbye
Wednesday, August 08, 2007

My pretty girls'
My darlings'

We rock BIG tyme (:


She's mine (:


Boohoo everyone (:
Todae wasnt quite bad , perhaps i shud say its awesome laa .
Hahahahaha =D I reached skewl ard 6.15 am to prepare for
The performance . Yani - udang didnt' came due to her bad
muscle cramp , So all of us were adjusting the positions to cover
Up her empty spot . So far everything went on smoothly .

The performance was alryte , yeay ! (: Then went to KFC
wif all my dancemates' . Yummehs , i ate fries & drank milo
Only . After that , mardinah & elly came to my hse . Went off
ard 1.45pm . They went home straight but i proceed to meet
Yaya darla <3>
I mish my pretty girl and pretty boy alrd laa (:
Holidays for 2 days .
WHEEEEEE!~ I can wake up late and haf a nyce slip
FINALLY (: Common test are cuming up . Argh !
Im screwed up . Shitt happens laa (:
Till here then for the day .

Takecare earthlings'.
Anywae , Singapore's turning a year older tmrw .
Happy National Day in Advance can , Hohoho! =D



3:54 PM


never say goodbye
Sunday, August 05, 2007

i prayed so hard each night for you .
no ones remember it .
04th August is the 6 year of her
death anniversary .
i cried because i miss you , mummy ! (:

P.S: I chatted wif you nicely . Asking what
is your problem but you replied me back
in a rude manner . What is happening .

It was indeed true , People are slowly changing .


11:06 PM


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And how slowly people are changing . That includes me .
I admit i change , But sumhow i realise it now . Im definitely
Regretting it at this moment . I will change back to my 'old'-self
sooner But give me tyme alrytes . If you see me mixing around
these few weeks its because i still havent found my Real/True friend .
Im hoping to find a bunch of lovely friends, And i think i had found one .
I guess so (:


Tomorrow is IPP . Oh gaaawd . Im gonna be suffocated in that
pathetic , hot , stuffy room for about a few hours at most . Terrible .
But i love m job , as i just need to take the attendance of the class
And i no need to seal all those windows and stuff . Lucky ! =]
Today , i went to Teens Alive wif Aisyah ,
Elyssa , Amalina & Ashraf . Funnylh all of them . I love the
topic that im learning at Teens Alive today . The theme is Family .
Family is indeed important . And im looking forward for next weeks'
lesson because the theme is Friends . Confirm fun , Hopefully =D


Im contented to go to skewl tomorrow all of a sudden .
The reason is because im eager to learn , Hahaha (:
Wierd rite . And another reason is because im excited
to meet my awesome girlfriends' and of course my loves' <3
Im missing everyone laa . Heehs! :)
Common test will be starting in 2 weeks tyme .
The first paper is on 20th August . Oh noo , God bless me !


Im so addicted to these songs ;
- When you're gone
- Shut up and drive
- Cry
- That's when i love you

- Beautiful girl ( jojo)
- Candyman

Even though , those songs might be NONG NONG ago
But i still looove it laa :)
National Day is drawing near . ~ Wheeeeee !

When you're gone - Avril lavigne


I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd Need you there when I cried

And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin' you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin', too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay I miss you...
I never felt this way before
Everything that I do Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missin you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever I know we were yeah yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you hear
With me Yeah When you're gone
pieces of my heart are missin you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missin too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The Day And make it okay I miss you .

- The lyrics really meant alot and sounds true .
Im so in love wif this song .




10:20 PM


never say goodbye
Saturday, August 04, 2007

heylooo (:
i never updated my blog for a long tyme
because its verry hectic this week . I had lots
of thing going on especially tarian <3
thursday & friday had training as usual . But
at the same time , we cleaned up the room and
did some decoration .

At last , Finally . Hahaha (:
The performance wasnt bad but the good thing is
i enjoyed that night really . There were PA talents
and the styles from beyond juniors' . Me , sue , fana
managed to take photos wif them =D I will upload the
pictures after sue send me . There will be another
performance on Wednesday . Excited (:

* Dance's the passion !


It's good to reflect whenever something bad happen to me,
I will alwaes think that everything happens for a reason and
you should count yourself lucky because some may not be
as fortunate as you . I want to reduce complaining cause
somehow i think it's a little irritating . We should just
appreciate everything no matter what happens .

Nothing is perfect and life's unfair so live with it .
You can't expect the world to revolve to only you right ?
I really believe in karma and revenge is NOT sweet at all .
Sometimes i , myself , get sick of listening to people saying
"i'm fat , im slow learner and etc". I'm not irritated by
The people but it's just the words that irritate me cause
I've been hearing it for years . And it's girls . Yeahh .

It's normal for you to say sometimes but not every
minute saying all the bad points you have . Come on people ,
Everything has it's prons and cons or bad and good .
Just don't look down on yourself cause no one will love you then .
Make your bad points be and advantage ,for example ,
" I'm fat but i'm strong" something like that .

I'm just giving an example . And if someone were
to act weird , try to put yourself in his/her shoes and
try to understand the situation . You'll then get the clear
Picture and can solve the problems better . That's what
i've learned . I've been wanting to post this but it's just
that i've no time . Yeahh , so whatever it is just count
yourself lucky or else you won't appreciate things around you .

Im saying this not because i'm not like that . I used to be
like that and i'm changing . But it takes time so be patient . And
i'm not referring to anyone . This is just in general ,
And that's all for now (:


Takecare babes' And dudes' =D


5:19 PM


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Sunday, July 29, 2007

She's the one whom im refering to , Sabrina (:


10:09 PM


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Family Day was held today.
Some of the RHYA peeps was involved
It was awesome,i should say
All of us had lots of fun , Definitely (:
I was super duper late. Sowie yaya & shahrul
By the way, Thanks plenty. Much appreciated.
Krish & Aidil.
Even though its only the few of
us, i totally enjoyed myself.
Thanks for making my day friends'
You're the best company ever ! =D
P.S : Happy Birthday to Sabrina in Advance.
you will soon be turning a year older by a few hours time.
May God Bless you ! (:


9:40 PM


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Saturday, July 28, 2007

The title of a very best friend
is given to precious few,
the ones who give love and
all that they say and do.

0nes you call to dry your eyes and
build your confidence up,or even
to just chat for a bit,if only to
say "What's up ?" The extreme
importance of a very best friend
can't be measured in any way,
except in the actions you show to them
and in every word that you say.

That is how I know my friend,
from all that you've done and do,
the title of my very best friend,
is deserving only of you.


7:47 PM


never say goodbye
Friday, July 27, 2007






Bohoo!
I still cant forget the trip to SP.
The funniest thing was i gave my mp3 to say neng for
a while since he wanted to listen songs. So i lent it to him
and few minutes later when i checked what song he is listening
to, It was " Meraung " . Hahaha =D He said that the song was nice (:
Funnylh, hopefully he & lyn will last long :D


Today skewl wasnt that bad. Quite fun i shud say.
Mother tongue was super duper fun. Me, Yaya, Ainey & Wannie
sat together. I love our sisterhood bond, Ahaa! (:
Art was a lil' bit boring for the first time. And i nearly fall
asleep. English was not as fun as it suppose to be every lesson.
But Miss Tan was kind enough to offer us candies :] thanks!


Im gonna miss Jie ming. He's one of my good friend.
Alwaes trying to cheer me up when im down but im not gonna
see him for the next two weeks because he's going to UK.
He joined a wushu World Championship. And im confident he's
very good at it because i saw his video clip. It was awesome.
One good thing about him is he is humble, Low profile
just hope that he will bring back some award or good news.
Gonna miss you calling me 'metta girl'. Ahaa! (:
Goodluck, takecare & goodbye jie ming =]




We won 2nd in Fiestari 2007. Yeay :DD
Congrats dancemates' love all of you to the max! (:
I didnt expect us to win. Hee! =D


11:11 PM


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Thanks for visiting me when im not in the pink of health.
Much appreciated



11:07 PM


never say goodbye
Thursday, July 26, 2007

the host for fiestari 2007.shah iskandar is HOT!
our hottest instructor!




me and dearest mardinah!







9:53 PM


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she's forever the best & we're estatic =D
and i sleep lyke a lazy pig!
the joy in me (:
i dont care how ugly i look =p
my partner-in-crime!
the sweetest!
same shoes =]
laughter; i look silly.
my beloved! <3>
Today was superb!
i really enjoyed myself =]
mother tongue was the best because
mdm.hezrina didnt came so end up me,
ainey,yaya,wannie & dhirah took pictures =D
it was fun and while takin pictures,we cracked silly
jokes but sumhow being wif them made me realise that
there is still joy in life.
there was a health
check-up in the morning.
It was afraid that there might be
sumthing wrong wif my backbone but
luckily there wasnt,phew! there was ntg'
wrong wif my eyesight,ahaa! =D yeay! ((:
the nurse was friendly and funny & kept asking me
abt my height.hahahaha :)

The trip to Singapore Poly was
the one which made my day,really.
Im super duper estatic laa =) hee! (:
There were Broadrick,Admiralty,Dunearn & Balestier.
Guess whuat,i saw FARAH & KRISH! hahaha :)
today will be the day which im not gonna forget.
There was a talk abt SP but me and ainey fell asleep because
we were dog-tired,lol :] finally,there was a treasure hunt
but we didnt went hunting. Me,ainey,wannie,yaya & dhirah
went hunting for foodcourt.ahaha :) we were so hungry then.
We went to 7-eleven since there weren't much tyme left.
I shared my food wif ainey since she dont haf $$$$ poor thing.
Bought doughnut and hotdog.yummeh,finally got to eat :D
Then reached skewl ard 5.45pm. It was quite late but still enjoyable!
After that bought bubble tea and took bus 5 ,headed home :)
i simply looove today! & im missing my lovely dancemates' <3
sayang ainey,wannie,yaya,dhirah,sue,fana,yani,elly,mardinah, yanti,fadzillah & afiah!










9:17 PM